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THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters


THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters
THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters


THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK



Endless regret, obsessive grief,replaying the past, negative nostalgia


In this card a young being, a dainty, pale, fragile girl, holds close a trilo bite, one of the first forms we know to have lived on this planet. Tears streak the girl's wistful face.


 
 
THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters
THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters
 


She is not looking ahead, but within, and seeing that a plan, a strategy, and a basis her lite has not been thought it was. The past is still very much alive to this delicate one, and while she lives with the past held so close, nothing of the present or the possibility of the future can reach her.


For now, all nostalgia and regret,looking deeper and deeper, further and further back, "Ihis IS keeping her trapped in an emotional prison that's creating great sadness


Your focus on the pain of the past increases its power. Let it go. This early life-form wishes you to know that it belongs in the past—it does not want to be re-created again and again and again.


It does not have any desire to be the source of your pain. You are giving your energy,your breath, your own life to the existence of one who makes no mdemands on you.


The past has hurt you, indeed. But it is long gone. The harm you suffer from now is by your own hand.


You hold the very knife that is inflicting the thousand cuts. Put it down.The shadow of the past is feeding off your energy, becoming a living thing, When its time has long passed and it no longer belongs with you.


You are offering yourself to the past as a victim, nursing pain and being suffocated.


Represented by this ancient trilobite, the being you have created from the past, who wants to be a fossil but whom you insist on bringing to life, your true self wants only to befree and to be allowed to evolve and change.


For your own sake, you must allow the past to fade so the wound can heal, so the scar can knit and become a mark of power.


You can do this.


Fossils are totems of our ancient past, and the trilobite speaks of the times before Lemuria (le-MYOOR-ee-uh) and Atlantis, an age when the Earth herself was being born from the cosmic egg, cracking open and becoming.


Our past is fascinating, our past is rich, and our ancestry is worth investigating. But to live there, to cry because we believe we are no longer at that one perfect time in our lives, is to deny the gifts of the present and the treasures of the future.


When this card appears for you, know that you are experiencing an epiphany—that your sadness is now ofyour own making—for you are recycling the moment in the past when all changed, when your world failed you, and this is preventing you from opening and being fully alive


Now this is not a death but a long, lingering non life, a twiglight life, a kind of way of preventing yourself from the possibility of ever being hurt again. Please, allow yourself to come back to us from this land of unburied pain. Slowly if you must but place the past & its unrealized promise down.


Burry it, let it become a memory, and allow your guides to bring you into the beauty of life once agaim.


There is a possibility of experiencing strong & compulsive nostalgia & regrets thinking about an old issue over and over believing life has robbed or cheated you somehow and forgetting to glory in the incredible blessing of breathing in and out and forgetting to glory in the incredible blessing of breathing in and out.


There may also be a fixation on past lives and early childhood hurts , an obsession with finding what went wrong, to explain your pain. Fight all that. You will win.
 
 
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Oracle of Shapehifters
 
 



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